January 10, 2013 · 5:38 pm
Things I’m saying “Fuck Yeah” about:
- I made a video yesterday.
- I made a video today!
- I had a really fucking awesome idea for my weekly video!! So excited about this!!!
- Cleaned the kitchen last night.
- Cleaning the dining room (it’s been a horrible mess)
- Put away clothes that were strewn all over the attic space.
- Had a really fucking awesome idea for a reality show!
- Got some clarity around a couple questions that have been troubling me.
- Didn’t yell or lose my cool at Matt.
- Did my elliptical workout.
- I weighed in yesterday at 122.5 pounds and I’m maintaining my 30 pound weight lose!
· 5:09 pm
Things I’m Massively Grateful for Today:
- The push I got from George yesterday that “I’m still holding back” it challenged me to really start asking “How can stop holding back and start being fully all of me?” This really made me think and open up more to what is possible?
- My continued excellent health. I’ve always been someone not prone to getting ill and I tend not to acknowledge and appreciate what a blessing this is. But I know that when I don’t feel well, even when I have a headache, how debilitating it is.
- I’m married to Michael Murdoch. We’ve been together for 20 years, we began dating in 1993 and got married in 1994 and before I met him, I seriously wondered whether I would ever meet a man I wanted to marry and spend my life with. Again it’s easy to forget how blessed I am when it comes to having a life partner.
- My son Matt. He’s 16 and it can be easy sometimes to put him down because he’s a teenager and a lot of the time he’s not the easiest person to be with. At the same time, that prickliness is good because he’s finding out who he is and I’d rather he do it now when he’s naturally supposed to be challenging the boundaries than when he’s 51 like me and it seems to take forever for me to get back to finding what those boundaries actually are. I think “Well you’ll get to live your entire adult life as yourself rather than trying hard to be someone else.” He has so many possibilities and things he can create in front of him and I’m grateful and happy that he can be open to all of them.
- I got to wake up when I when I was 30. So on the one hand my waking up into who I BE has been a 20-year journey that started 20 years later than it might have. But hell better to have those 20 years in awareness than waiting another 20 years when I’m 70. It’s never too late for anything but it’s nice to have more time than less.
- My two cats Inky and Gus. What can I say about them I haven’t already said? Cats are such subtle beings and it’s such a pleasure to simply be with them or to look at them. In particular, Inky is like a small panther and I love watching him walk around and do his thing. He’s sleek and graceful. A small work of art.
- I’d like to come up with a reason to feel grateful I’m traveling to Chicago this weekend. I imagine I’ll come up with something if I keep open to it. I guess there are always small dramas and interesting things to observe at the airport. It’s like a sociology lab and I usually get some good ideas for marketing articles because I can watch “consumers in the wild” so to speak.
- I’ll be seeing Michael’s entire family this weekend and I genuinely like his family a lot. They’re all really smart and interesting and they’re all kind-hearted. The trick will be not spending all day everyday with them which is what Michael is looking forward to doing because he loves just hanging out with everyone.
- We’re able to stay at my parents house which is large and comfortable. The giant bonus is my parents are out of town!! Which means we have it to ourselves and I’ll get to watch anything on want to watch on their big screen TV without negotiating with my dad (negotiations usually fail on my end) and eat whatever we want whenever we want without my mom telling us we can’t eat something because she’s saving it or whatever other craziness is going down.
- The client I was scheduled to talk with today had to cancel so I get the entire morning to myself and that feels like an insane luxury!
January 9, 2013 · 7:41 pm
Great question from Tamara Younker on Facebook
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Do you sometimes find it difficult to stop your judgment of you? What if kindness is the cure? Ask, “What energy, space and consciousness of kindness can I be for me right now?” |
· 4:01 pm
What would it take for more money to show up in my life today and in the future?
From Access Consciousness
· 4:00 pm
From Access Consciousness:
The truth will always make you feel lighter,
a lie will make you feel heavier.
Sometimes heavier means that there is something else that is more true for you.
· 3:58 pm
From Access Consciousness:
What stupidity are you using to avoid the success you could be choosing?
· 3:57 pm
What if the purpose of money was to change people’s realities?
From Access Consciousness
· 3:56 pm
Truth, are you willing to uncreate and destroy everywhere you haven’t asked for and been willing to receive financial success?
From Access Consciousness
· 3:51 pm
It’s a Celebration!!
- Two people are definitely registered for the Mojo Money Box playshop next weekend! I’m really excited!
- I have a lot more clarity about how I desire to contribute to one of my clients going forward into 2013! That feels really good because I wasn’t very clear yesterday about what I could do to help.
- A really cool woman I know who lives here in Denver is moving into some areas that I’m really excited about — I’m planning to call her today to set up some time to talk and learn more about whether she’s a person with whom I can make some magic.
- Had a great intensive planning session with George on Monday. Got tons of shit covered and I’m feeling excited about moving forward into 2013.
- My website is moving along and picking up momentum! It will probably be up and ready to do business by the end of the month.
- Keep getting some great ideas for creating videos and getting them up on the web.
- Kristin sent me the seven questions and this is going to help me tremendously when intense, negative feelings come up and get to me.
- What else is possible?
- How does it get any better than this?
- What must I perceive, know, be, and receive in order for today to be to have more money coming in with ease, joy, and glory?
· 3:37 pm
I’m profoundly grateful for all these things today!
- My willingness to listen to my awareness rather than dismiss it as I used to do.
- I’m grateful for handsome, sweet Inky who is right now sitting in my lap purring away.
- My clients who are so fun to work with and contribute to.
- Having a business that allows me to contribute, have a blast, and make money–all at the same time!
- My husband, Michael.
- My son, Matt.
- My MacBook Air which is like a toy and a business machine.
- GusGus, my fuzzy, crazy baby cat.
- That cats purr when they’re happy.
- Kept off 30 pounds for over a year now!
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